hey dear today is my birthday and last night i read two article's and i felt it's u i'm sure that u are the one i cried alot wanted to hug u kiss ur head but it seems u are far away so far i was waiting for ur reply but u didn't reply just like my emails it never reached u is it true u still have the same feelings for me,is it really that u suffered like me three years? where are u today are u happy satisfied alone or whats up with u?! so many people tried to come close to me but my heart refused them all is it only u or it's my illusions i really don't know i'm confused and lost i really want u to come back. don't u feel my heart i am so afraid u'll hurt me again like before i don't know. i know it's my third birthday without u and i wish this candel we blow it together my dear all i want is to die between ur arms and i 'll always love u
so remember i'm not like others i may not look beautiful and don't know how to talk and never look at some one in the eye but i want to spend my rest of life with u so if ur there just say hi from a distance and hug me let me put ur light in my eyes so i will see this world colored once again
love ya